Final week! Ah!

So this week is the last one.. and it ends in FOUR days! Wow! I'm kind of nervous since my videos aren't being approved.. like, was being fashionably late not acceptable?! =( I feel like Paris's BFF should be able to also be fashionably late.. you know? "Tell everybody what they want to hear.. and then do what you want." I basically live by this mantra quoted from Miss Hilton herself, so I doubt she'd have a problem with it! I have good excuses, too! No computer & no time! Winning this contest would mean the world to me, bc. it would mean finally getting out of Philly, away from pretentious people, and having the opportunity to make a genuine friend who I really, really believe that I would get along great with. And, honestly? As much as I'd love to live like Paris- going to all of the huge parties and being photographed all the time, becoming a household name (and brand!! so cool, Paris!), and all of that good stuff- I would completely be fine with staying out of the limelight and really just being a true, real friend to her. It seriously must be soo hard for Paris to trust that her friends are true friends. I'm sure that's why she's doing this contest; to try to find someone who isn't in it for the fame, but someone who she can really relate to and may be a bit more down-to-earth than (at least to her, hah) the "everyday celebrity." I feel like I would be great for this because, as weird as it sounds, I feel like I already know her (in a non-creepy way). Whenever I hear negative things about her, I'm always on the defensive bc. it isn't fair for people to judge people they don't know! Granted, I don't technically "know" her, but I feel that between meeting her twice and reading about her and seeing her in appearances and stuff, I can form a good opinion about the kind of genuine, business-savvy, fun, thoughtful, and -of course- cute individual that Paris is! Anyway, I felt like I needed to put that out there because lately I've been getting a lot of "Why would you WANT to win this?," "What's the point of this, honestly?," etc etc and I just wanted to say that, really, I just want to make an awesome friend. I don't fit in in Philadelphia, but when I go to LA I completely click. I make friends, I have fun, and I love all that California is- so beautiful, warm, and fun. Paris is so LA, and I am so LA. I belong there, and I can't imagine anything better than living there with pretty much the "most rad" girl that the state has to offer (and tons of animals, too! hahah)! Oh, and not that it really matters bc. I'm sure this happens to a lot of blondes who walk little dogs while typing on their sidekick and wearing big sunglasses- yesterday my dog and I went on a hike and on the trail we passed these two women and I smiled and said hi (because that's what I do! Why be grumpy, ugh) to them.. and they looked at each other, smirked, walked on, and under her breath the one goes, "okay, Paris." I took that as a compliment and laughed to myself. But yeah, I want to live somewhere where people are friendly and where it's okay to be myself! I do wear pink, I do always want to have fun, I do need to look cute when hiking, I do buy my dog Hello Kitty collars and charms, I do need a Starbucks soy vanilla latte in my pink reusable cup at least twice daily, my sidekick is attached to my hand and jingles when I walk bc. of the Sanrio charms on it, and I do smile at strangers. Note to people- when people smile or say hi, do it back. It feels amazing!(=

.. Wow. What a rant! Anyway, here's my required blog--
"Blog requirement - How do you think being Paris' BFF would change your personality? Would it be a postive or negative change?"

Being Paris's BFF wouldn't change my personality. If it was going to, why would I be pretending to want to be her friend? If your personality would honestly change because of having the chance to be her friend, then you shouldn't be in this competition. I mean, yeah, maybe I'd be thrilled to be out of Philadelphia and living in the place where I plan on living later in my life earlier than I intended. Sure, I imagine I'd get to experience and attend things I'd never have previously been able to do since Paris is, pretty much, one of the most famous people around today. There's no way that being around someone fun and happy with a bunch of animals in tow wouldn't improve my current mood. But, it would simply build on how I already am. As I kind of previously mentioned, I really am a friendly, happy, upbeat person. I legitimately hate where I live (I tried sooo hard to pretend to like it!!), I can't make ends meet even though I work three jobs, and pretty much my best friend lives on the other side of the country. Not to mention, the place I am staying until I can afford my own place doesn't allow dogs, so every day I'm "home" is a day without the love of my life. She really is my best friend and daughter, and leaving her at my Dad's until I can afford my own place is the WORST. BUT! That isn't any excuse to be negative or feel bad for myself! I really do live by things Paris says, especially, "live everyday like your birthday.." why shouldn't you??! Life's short! There is no reason to ever be sad. And if you are, do something about it! Bake cupcakes! Borrow someone's dog if you don't have one and take them for a walk or to a dog park. Wear pink. Buy new lipgloss. Watch Legally Blonde! Jump on a plane to California or somewhere tropical (I've done this, actually hahaha)! Anything. There's so much happy in the world!(=

Anyway, that blog inspired me to take my friend's dog for a walk to Love Park and get some kind of fruit bar. mmmm.. In the meantime, vote for me and watch my most current video here:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=opXpxuIbEAI

My friend Chelsea is doing my week 7 video for me, and I promise it'll be worth the wait!<333

Have a nice day!(=

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